Anything&Everything

Saturday Night Live

2009-03-08T09:00:00.008-04:00

After going into work early yesterday morning and staying all day, I was whipped when I got home. Ryan's sister offered to watch the kids so we could go out for a while, but we passed it up- the thought of getting ready exhausted me. I now wonder if we needed a night out after you see how silly things got at our house..... :)

Yes people, I think we have officially proclaimed our silliness. Or in other words, we were bored and got tired of playing Hi Ho Cherrio.

2009-03-06T20:24:00.003-05:00

Just thought this deserved a post of it's own. I am so blessed with this man. He is such an amazing person- father, husband, best friend. Next week, we will have been married only 4 years. That is such a short amount of time compared to what I hope is in store for us. We still continue to grow- we have come so incredibly far. This past year has brought many changes and hasn't been easy for us- but how meaningful to look back and know we got through it, one more thing to stack on the foundation of our marriage- and continue to grow. Heck, we're still rookies with two kids.

Baby girl

2009-03-06T20:14:00.003-05:00

2009-02-17T09:13:00.000-05:00

Ryan has been going into work a little later these days, so when Mayci wakes up and he's still home- she gets a lil' excited. I caught some cuddle time this morning....

Unfortunately, today is a day I have to be gone. I know it will probably never be 'easy' to drop Mayci off at Kim's (our sitter), only because I sometimes feel selfish- not sure if that's the right word- for going back to school. I have to stop and give myself a little pep talk that I'm doing this not only for myself and my family- but it's also I what I felt called to do at this point. I was truly blessed to be home for this long and only work part time. So each day is one day closer to me being done...July 27 to be exact... and although I will still work after being done with school- it just feels different. Anyway- it's all about choices right. I felt good about this choice from the beginning and still do... just somedays are easier than others. ;) So anyway- I had Mayci's stuff packed for the day- she brings a little backpack filled with her favorite things, her blankie and her monkey George. She has been doing really well on the potty and I thought it was appropriate to (first, bleach it) and take it to Kim's. She really doesn't like to go on the 'big one'- and so.. yep, whatever. I brought it. ;) WELLLL... Apparently while I was busy folding laundry- she had to go. So here she is, ever so sweet, using her potty- in the middle of the kitchen! LOL! She never said anything to me- just felt she had to do her business all by herself! ;)

Have a good day.

For you, Mom

2009-02-13T12:45:00.004-05:00

Pictures you asked for, instead of my ramblings ;)... some of them are from Maddie's camera! Enjoy your warm week in Arizona!

Stayin' dry!

2009-02-12T21:34:00.002-05:00

A few months back- I was working on potty training Mayci. I mean to the point where we were going places without a diaper b/c my hope was that she would catch on. Obviously, it ended up being way more work for ME b/c she did not catch on and I was always cleaning up the mess. But, I thought- no big deal, I'm just not going to push this. It was silly to push it, all kids eventually get it someday. Well, let me share that yesterday and today were that someday. It finally clicked. She has not had an accident in two whole days. Of course, I was gone last night but according to Ryan- she stayed dry or told him she had to go everytime. All day today- UNDIES! No accidents. Brought herself right to the bathroom and whoop, there she went. I am just amazed at how kids all of a sudden do this. She acts like she is SO done with diapers- she was very adament not to even put one on for her nap today- which she also stayed completely dry and went as soon as she got up! Crazy! Its almost too good to be true- I'm kind of waiting for her to wake up tomorrow and decide, well, she was just testing the water- just kidding mom! Go buy me some more size 6's! ;) Hopefully that's not the case and I can actually speak truth when I say I HAVE NO MORE IN DIAPERS!!!!

Van-tasy

2009-02-09T13:36:00.003-05:00

I could almost count down the days until my lease is up. August 09. However many days it is- it's not too far. We've been van shopping for some time now- we almost opted early out of our lease to buy an Odyssey- but I'm glad we didn't fork over the little cash we have just because I'm impatient. So, I thought I had Ryan convinced that a van would be the next sweet thing sitting in our garage. He has refused to give in and I thought I had it this time... but he caught his eyes on something else- a crossover type SUV by either GMC/Saturn, they are very similar actually- almost identical just different makes. There are bucket seats and an opening to the back and tons of room. I think my luck just ran out! Apparently, he's had his eyes on these for a while and was thrilled to show me at the Auto Show. My vantasy is over. I can't argue with roomy, economical, and all wheel drive. I also can't say there will be another car seat back there anytime soon. I have to rest my case.

Sweets

2009-02-01T18:43:00.003-05:00

As many of you already know, and probably don't need to hear about all the time, I have been working pretty hard hitting the books. This semester I am on a Cardiac Unit/Intermediate Care Unit (a step down from CCU)and have learned SO much in the past 4 weeks- I can't even think right now of all that I have learned and possibly not retained ;) Anyway- we are assigned patients and have to work up a care plan, assessments, nursing diagnoses, basic needs, all meds, just every stinkin detail you can think of. We also ask questions related to culture and religion. I had a pt last week who was a total sweetheart and very accepting of my interventions as a student nurse. However, when I got to the deeper questions as part of my assessment, I found this person was not a Christian. Or should I say- not anymore. I am just going to call this person 'Sweets' b/c I don't want to say if it was a man or a woman, or give away any details. So, 'Sweets' had said that he/she used to be a Christian, used to believe in Jesus Christ, and grew up going to church all his/her life. Sweets was just to the point where his/her Faith had deteriorated. The heart wasn't working the same and had multiple complications because of it. Sweets recently divorced and moved in with his/her youngest child. Sweets also lost his/her job due to the economic status. He/she went into much more details but I feel I have gotten my point across.... Sweets was in the dumps. Can you even imagine!?!?! To lose your health, your spouse, your job, and now depend on your child for emotional/physical/financial support. And to top it ALL off- to give up on God?? My heart was broken. Honestly. To hear what this person had gone through and to know that at this point, there was no faith nor hope. As a Christian, I wanted to get more in depth, but as a professional- I can not impose my own religious beliefs. Do you even KNOW how tough that is?? I'm sure you do- especially if you have strong beliefs. I did not know asking a religious background on this patient would open such a can of worms- but I needed to know from a professional stand point- some Jehovah's witnesses do not accept certain treatments and some Buddhists do not accept certain genders depending on the situation... so I had to ask. It was just very sad to me. How to be fishers of men then? Its all just complicated politics to not be able to sit at someones bedside and talk about the simple truth that 'Jesus loves me this I know, for the Bible told me so.' I drove home that night thinking of Sweets and praying for his/her salvation, health, hope, faith. Sorry to blog about something SO depressing- but I tell ya what- it's going on. It's happening. And frankly, it stinks.

Haven't fall off...

2009-01-26T18:49:00.002-05:00

the Earth that is. I've taken a little hiatus from blogging- mainly due to time contraints. Like Facebook and homework ;) I would love to upload pictures, but I'm sitting at gymnastics at the moment. I will have some soon though!

So, lately it's been busy but things are great. I'll start with Miss Mayci. First off- she went potty on the toilet all on her own- and as promised, we got her some new undies. We went to Target (of course, its just the first thing that comes to mind) and she got herself some new princess undies. She is super proud. This morning, I asked her which ones she wanted to wear- b/c there are a few different designs... Cindarella, Ariel, Sleeping Beauty... you get where I'm going. So, she pondered.... and looked at all of them a couple times and I'm like- seriously just pick out some dang underwear. But I didn't say anything- just tried to wait patiently when all of a sudden she spurted out 'shake your booty' very non-chalantly, I might add. Obviously, I started laughing when she grabbed the sleeping beauty ones- b/c at that point I know she meant to say 'Sleeping Beauty' but rather 'Shake your booty' came out! Oh my goodness. What have we taught her. ;) She makes me laugh everyday.

Maddie is becoming such a little lady- with sass. She has grown so much, not just in height, but on the inside too. She genuinely cares about other people. This weekend, I made it known that I had to study for a while. Ryan took Mayci downstairs to watch a movie, and Maddie asked if she could read quietly by me. After about 20 minutes of quiet- Maddie had said 'Mom, I bet it's hard to have homework and take care of me and Mayci and Dad too.' Isn't that SWEET?? I obviously reassured her I am nothing short of super woman and can do almost anything. ;) She knows that I will be done with school by her birthday this summer- and that I just need to get through it until then. I promised her something special for her birthday this year- just for being a great sport. (Well she has thus far) Ryan and I have talked about getting her a dog- she wants one SO bad- Ryan isn't keen on the whole thing, but I know he would do it for her- as long as she agreed to help take care of it. I'm not promising anything- but we've considered it. We've also considered a few other things which I won't even say, mainly b/c I, myself, would be disappointed if we didn't do it. Let's just say it's someplace warm. We'll see!

My handsome hubs is still working- I can't be more thankful. We were definately prepared for a lay off by now- but God has provided each and every week. I know He would either way, but I'm thankful that there has been work. Obviously, this is a tough economy for many trades. He has been plowing off and on as the weather permits- and I think it's really grown on him. He was at first opposed to putting a plow on his truck- but now I think that he thinks it's fun. He turns up the radio and pushes snow around.... whatever! He took the kids sledding at Pigeon Creek/Pigeon Lodge on Saturday and they had a blast. I went to a baby shower, so I 'had' to miss out on the festivities. Shoot. ;) Being cold and bruising my butt is my favorite thing to do in the winter. ;)

As for me, I need glasses again. I had them for reading years ago, but have misplaced them thinking I could get by without them. I think my eyes are worse now. I believe it to only be a muscular issue- like my eyes are just tired from focusing- but I can hardle focus without headaches. So- the appt has been made. Time for another exam and prescription I guess! ;) School is going great. I get VERY nervous with quizzes and exams- I freeze up and shake when I'm writing. I'm terrible with it. BUT- I have passed everyone with an awesome grade so far and that gives me hope!! I feel like I forget everything as soon as the paper is in front of me- but apparently it's just nerves. Nothing calms me down. I try deep breathing. I pray. I chew gum. I try it all. It's complete test anxiety and I have it BAD. If you have any pointers- please feel free to dish them out! Another mom from Zeeland is doing this with me- and she always gets a good laugh b/c even if I don't say anything about how I nervous I am - which I try not to b/c I dont want to make her nervous- apparently I shake my foot and she picks up on it. ;) LOL.

Anyway- I hope this finds all fellow blog readers happy and healthy! Have a great week.

Packed nerves

2009-01-06T20:14:00.003-05:00

Ok, girls' bags are packed and ready to go for tomorrow. Clothes are out and even a little bow for Mayci. I'm feeling a little nervous.... majority of the time I'm home with my girls. My work schedule has been so flexible, and this school schedule obviously is not. But I'm trying not to think about it that way. Ryan keeps reminding me just to take it day to day. That's tough for me- the 'planner' who likes things just so. The independence of coming and going as I please. For the next 7 months, my hands may be a little tied.

I will be at Mercy General in Muskegon Tues/Weds nights 2:30-10:30 and then still have to drive home, finish my work ups, care plans, and meds sheets. Hello, little bit o' sleep. I will SO miss tucking my babies in on those nights. Helping Mayci brush her teeth and read her a book. Maddie- still likes me to tuck her in and kiss her forehead... aww! I have to keep telling myself- it's only two nights. It's a small sacrifice and really, it will be good for them. Also, this is good for me. There have really been moments lately that I could have easily thrown in the towel and said forget it. But if you're called to do something- you just trust it's the right thing to do and it will all work out. Just a few pre-first day back jitters.

So, my 'bag' is packed too! ;) I have no idea what I need, I just printed up the syllabus, packed my lab values and nursing diagnosis book from years ago and am ready to go I guess. We'll see!

Random... Did anyone watch Bachelor last night??? Wow. It's going to be a good one.

Have a good night.

Picture post

2009-01-05T10:45:00.000-05:00

Just a few pics from the weekend. Newenhouse's and Geerling's came over Friday night for pizza- here are the kids plus little Taylor (our neice). My brother was in Atlanta for 4 days for work so we gave Apryl a break by taking Taylor overnight Friday night. She is such a good little girl and we love her like our own!

Little Miss Taylor- an absolute mini version of my brother Nolan.

So, school is back in session. It's a good thing for all of us. ;) My classes start Wednesday instead of today, but other than that I will have class every Monday and clinical rotations at Mercy Tues/Weds nights. Just now getting a little anxious.

Maddie woke up this morning congested and coughing. She said she didn't sleep much last night- but she woke up raring to go and see her friends, so I think she's fine. I ran to Family Fare quick just for a decongestant, hopefully that will give her some relief!

Maddie got to go to Libby Lu one last time before it closes- so here is her post-hair do. The girl has some hair! Thick and full!

Mayci woke up this morning asking if E could come to her house to play. She was thrilled that he came over and here they are talking business over some Cheerios. During this exact moment, Mayci was asking E if he liked her shirt. lol. These kids are just too cute. Thanks for coming to play Elliot! Although Mayci isn't always as sweet as she may look- she really does love you.

Enjoy the routine again this week!

Welcome 2009!

2009-01-03T08:26:00.004-05:00

Another year.... I believe there is alot in store for us this year. I have a feeling it will be a great one!
Here we are fresh as ever- (jk) and ready to go hang out with some fantastic friends on NYE! Thanks again to Matt and Lynette for tacos ;), booking a babysitter, and letting Maddie overstay at your house! Thanks mucho to Ryan and Sarah for hosting a great NYE party and allowing us to make a mess in your house!

More pics from NYE can be viewed at http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=13217&l=78be3&id=1068843108. (can someone show me how to rename the link sometime?) ;)

So Happy New Year to you and yours.

Makin' a list....

2008-12-23T22:15:00.006-05:00

I was thinking of the things I wanted as a child for Christmas while I was wrapping my last few presents tonight. I was laughing at some of the stuff I was remembering... everything from a pogo stick to speed skates, Popples, Debbie Gibson cassettes and Electric Youth perfume, a curling iron that would magically curl my bangs the 'right' way- not the kinked way(Lynette, you know where I'm going with this), my own set of skiis, and the list went on of course! So just for the heck of it, I've updated a few things. I'm finding I've must have been a good girl! ;)

1) A powerful and loving marriage (check)
2) Healthy, happy, giggly little girls (check)
3) A warm, cozy home of our own (check)
4) A dependable vehicle to drive (check)
5) An amazing set of parents, both sides (check)
6) Loyal, truly wonderful friends (check)
7) A sister, please!!! (in laws count ;) Julie, Cam, and Apryl (check) Step-sisters Jasmine and Julianna (check, check)
8) An iPod- to not think about things sometimes (check) I need music.
9) A plowed driveway- hallelujah! (check)
10) A job that I honestly enjoy, most days ;) (check)
11) A study bible to read the Word, and understand it! (check)
12) A church where we feel is the best fit for our family (check)
13) My own kitchen to cook in! (check)
14) A friend that I can call any hour of the night if I needed to (check)
15) A friend who tells it like it is! (check)
16) A friend to share a bottle of wine and dance with (check)
17) A husband that helps around the house (check)
18) A truly devoted father to my children (check)
19) Making Christ the center of my home (check)
20) Brothers to remind me that life is a journey ;) (check)
21) Blogger and a computer to let it out! (check)

Whew. I could go on, but really I think my list is complete for now! This time of year is truly about remembering our Savior's birth and recognizing what it is we are here to do. Love up your husband and kids, spend time with loved ones, and cherish those unforgettable, irreplaceable moments.

Merry Christmas!

Getting ridiculous folks....

2008-12-23T15:25:00.003-05:00

well, besides the weather- it's the fact that I have seen Barney way too many dang times this month!!! We watch the same stinkin' movie over and over. We take it in the truck when we leave. We transfer it into Ryan's truck when he takes the girls to plow. We then take it back inside- and the cycle goes on!!! Seriously. How r-i-d-i-c-u-l-o-u-s are WE?? The sweet demands of a 2 year old have taken over!! ;) I am ready to throw the thing in the snow and see what happens to the happy go lucky dinosaur digital video device itself! Then the song pops into my head 'If all the snowflakes were candybars and milkshakes, oh what a snow that would be...' bah!! I am living a purple dinosaur love song nightmare! The frustrating part is that I am allowing this. I should say no. I should say we're not watching Barney any more today. Once is ENOUGH. Actually, she doesn't even sit and watch it the whole time- she just kind of likes to have it in the background while she plays or colors. And I don't watch tv during the day at all, usually I'm cleaning or playing w/ her (or dinking around on the computer) ;)...

Ok. This is my announcement that I am putting the cabash on Barney all day long if it's the last thing I do!

Happy Dance!

2008-12-16T20:59:00.004-05:00

As much as we have been anticipating this.... Maddie was rewarded tonight for her hard, solid work in gymanstics!!!! She is officially a level 3!!!
She couldn't open this letter until she got home tonight (per her coach)- but it was a moment of sweet accomplishment!!! Her face turned bright red and she got teary-eyed, at first I didn't know what it was, but she then said it a very calm voice 'I moved up.' and literally fell into my arms crying. (dramatic, I know) I thought something was wrong with her so I peeled her off me at first to make sure she was ok, I just don't think she knew how to process those emotions! She has been waiting so patiently for this- they told us a while back she was ready and most likely in Decemeber they would move her up. So the first couple weeks went by and we hadn't heard, until tonight. ;) Way to go girl.

Then once she got her composure, the little drama queen she is, we started cheering for her. I told her to do a little happy dance to let it all out! (I kept quiet during video taping of course ;) But Mayci was all about it!
*video is sideways, sorry!

Jammies

2008-12-16T16:55:00.003-05:00

Our niece, Taylor, with our girls last night. (I know Maddie's long leg is showing, and Mayci... in her mixed match PJ's, but oh well! ;)

Ramblings

2008-12-14T11:48:00.005-05:00

I'm getting SO excited for Christmas. Maddie and I wrapped a few presents yesterday for everyone... well, actually my plan was to put my iPod on and have some alone time in our room to wrap up presents- but she REALLY wanted to help. To the point where she was pouting that I wasn't letting her help me. (Mainly for the fact that I just wanted to get it done!) Ugh, I can't handle the pouting and head-hanging... it drives me crazy. So, I caved and let her help with a few. There really was no reason she couldn't- I just had my mind set. Anyway- GIRL for ya.

I feel like I've been a scatterbrain lately trying to keep everything straight w/ Christmas parties, gifts, programs, concerts, a birthday party, working, just being a good mom and wife, etc, etc. I love this time of year so much- but do you sometimes just feel overwhelmed a little?? I have a ton of education to complete at the hospital too- just annual stuff that I have put off. Now it hangs over my head! This soon shall pass!

We took the girls to see Santa Friday night. Actually, we drove all around 8th street looking for the guy- Santa's House was supposed to be from 5-8:30 and we couldn't find him. So we ended up going to the mall- which was fine- but I forgot to bring my camera in. They were cute. All Mayci wanted was 'a purple present and Barney movie'. Maddie- she rambled on and on. It was funny b/c she's the one who doesn't believe in Santa, yet she had lots to say! ;)

I went out w/ a few girl friends last night... so much fun. We went to hear Sweet Japonic play at Founder's in Grand Rapids. They have really, really good music- sort of like a Dave Matthews Band feel. Founder's brews it own beer and I had the Cherry Ale- yum. We also shared a beer-cheese dip that was dee-lish! Anything with cream cheese I'm all about!

Ryan took the girls out for a night to play games/win tickets at Craig's Cruisers. They were pretty excited to show me what they won this morning.

Ok, I'm off to work for a couple hours. I taught SS this morning, Ryan is at our church service w/ the girls and I need to quick change into scrubs.

Have a great day!

Got it back... and A crush

2008-12-08T19:27:00.005-05:00

Email is up and running again... I had to reset all of my internet settings/security/privacy and b/c Ryan and I have different logins (he uses SBC Yahoo and I use internet explorer) I just reset everything. It was fairly easy, but let's hope I did it right! ;)

So, Mayci is in her 3rd night of her big girl bed! We are so excited about this. I thought it would be a very long time, but the transition has gone incredibly well! I put a basket for her books and her mini-doodle right next to her bed (the toddler bed sits so low to the ground) and she just plays and looks at books, whatever. I don't want to jinx myself so I will just stop right there. It's adorable, but our little girl is just getting so big ;( I will post a picture later when I have a little more time.

Lastly, just to brief you.... Maddie has a little crush, so to speak, at school. Nothing major, just a boy she thought was funny and cute. We talk about it every now and then, I am just nosy and want to hear what she says. Maddie has told NO ONE this secret (not even her friends according to her) so I've been sworn to secrecy myself (of his name at least). Anyway, the reason I'm telling you this is b/c I was tucking her in tonight and she was telling me about the 3rd grade concert coming up and how they had to do a quick dance with a boy. So I teased her just a little about ****** (this boy) and said 'Ooh, I bet you want to dance with him!' Her comment... 'No way! He just got a really bad haircut!' I started laughing but she was so blunt and serious about it. Poor kid!!

Off to get my comfies on! Prison Break tonight!

Email issues

2008-12-08T08:23:00.003-05:00

If you have sent me an email within the last, oh 3 days or so, I have not been able to get into my hotmail account. I need to make a phone call today!

Hope you had a great, snowy weekend!

Idiot on campus

2008-12-05T14:35:00.006-05:00

** I hope this is read with my sarcasm in mind! I was laughing as I typed it!
Yes, that would be me. You'd think I would have it down pat since I took classes last Winter- but honestly most of them were online and the only one I had to actually go to was a lab- and it was a single destination. The last time I was in the nursing dept. was 4 years ago, and with alot of construction- everywhere- there have been alot of location changes. So, today I had to bring in copies of my CPR card and nursing license. I walk down to the nursing dept to hand them in. The admin assistant says 'oh, you will need to make copies of those for us'. I'm thinking to myself, 'ok, can't you do it real quick since there's a copy machine right behind you?' But I just smiled politely and said 'where is the closest copy machine?' Thinking she would offer the one behind her.. but NOOoo, the closest one is in the library. Ok. I know where the library is. I'll be back. So I grab my stuff, walk up 2 flights of stairs, all the way around the building to the library. Except it's not the library anymore. Honestly, I didn't know what it was. I walked into this big lit up room to the front desk. 'Hi, ma'am. Can you tell me where the library is?' She gave me the 'look' and said 'you don't know where the library is??' and she smirked. 'Uh, no ma'am I don't that's why I'm asking. I haven't been here in 4 years and the last time I was here, this is where it was.' Ahh, yes. Now she knows why I was asking such a stupid question. So she tells me how to get there. Once again, grab my stuff(apparently I kept setting it down) and walk all the way around the other side of the building, now up 1 flight of stairs to where I thought she directed me. Nope. Financial Aid office. Crap. Ok, next lady to help me. 'Hi, can you tell me where the library is?' She also gives me the look- like are you from the moon or what. She gave me much clearer directions and I walked now the last mile of the building back to where I literally parked. There's the library. Right where I walked in. Hmm. Never saw it. Ok, so I walk up to the lady at this desk. I'm in the library. 'Hi, I need to make copies and get my student nurse badge picture taken. Can you show me where to go?' Oh sure, now I had to go BACK down a flight of stairs 2nd floor commons area of the library for all of this. Great, thanks. Freaking stair stepping today and I feel like I AM from the moon. So I get downstairs... find a copy machine. 10 cents to make copies!!! Are you serious??? So I dig thru my wallet and find a quarter, thinking to myself 'please make change!' Which it did. Whew. Next I'm walking to the desk for my badge. Tell them what I need and had to fill out all kinds of paperwork. Ok, easy enough. Finally, get my copies and bring them back to the nursing dept. Then, I'm off to a scrubs store downtown Muskegon to get my MCC emblem sewn to my lab coat. I printed up directions (smart, eh?)and they also gave me pre-printed directions- so was on my way. It tells me to take the North Muskegon BR South and turn right on Pine. Only about 2.9 miles. So, I do... and I'm looking for Pine.... and looking for Pine... and end up on the business loop in Norton Shores heading to who knows where!! By this time, I got anxious b/c I truly didn't know where I was and it was completley WHITE outside. Grrr. So I move over lanes to try and back track and oops, pulled right in front of someone. Sorry. I waved like 'hmm, yes, I'm the idiot of the day'. Thankfully I called my mom who was able to tell me where I was and I found the ramp to head back toward Grand Haven after about 15 minutes of driving nowhere!! So, needless to say, I didn't make it the scrubs shop and don't really care! ;) It was just one of those days that I could laugh or cry at the situation. Today, I chose to laugh!

A very.. long.. story

2008-12-01T18:01:00.005-05:00

Some of you saw on Facebook that I posted I was accepted into the RN program. Some of you are probably like, what's the big deal ?!?! It's just a true testimony of God's timing and how things fall into place even when its seems impossible...
December of '04 I graduated college to work as an LPN. I went to college a little late in life and already had little Maddie at the time ;) LPN wasn't my original goal, but we were building our house and getting married in March so I felt that I had to stop nursing school at this point to get a job and contribute! So, everything ended up working out just fine. We were married, I worked as a nurse in an OB/GYN office and enjoyed the work, things were going well but I still had it in the back of my mind that someday I would still like to finish my RN. Someday maybe when our kids are grown, or at least in school I wanted to work in the ER or trauma somewhere. I just figured it would be put off until then. This was definately a dream, a passion of mine since '96 when I was in a nearly fatal accident with my bff (ha, like that?) and loved the nurses I had. (When you're in the hospital for a month you get to know them pretty well!) Well it was the ER- then I was inpatient for almost a month. So anyway. Our family grew with Mayci in '06 and things continued on as they were. Life was just fine!

One night Ryan and I were talking about it and he actually said to me 'I know you're dying to go back, let's just do it now' I am not kidding people, my eyes filled up with tears and I was like 'are you SURE? Are you serious?' Of course I would LOVE to go back. I mean, don't get me wrong, nobody likes homework and tests, whatever, but this is what I want to DO. Forever. I want to go to work and save lives band-aid by band-aid! jk. So he was serious. He wanted to support and give me the chance to finish this now! So long, sappy story short I started looking into it. Looking into what classes I had to take, etc. to get back on the waiting list. First I had to get Chemistry out of the way since I had been out of HS for a while it needed to be validated. So I had the option to test out, which I did and did not pass. I missed the bar by like 2 points. This meant alot b/c if I couldn't test out of Chemistry, I had to take a whole bunch of math classes in order to prepare me for Chem. This actually was devastating for me b/c I hate, HATE math. So I emailed the nursing director and told her how close I was and that I just didn't prepare myself properly to take the exam. After some coaxing, she finally agreed to let me re-take it in 6 weeks. Meanwhile, I'm thinking 'Ok God, is this where you're leading me or am I just getting my hopes up?' I was torn b/c I didn't want to fore-go the opportunity but I wanted to do exactly what He called me to do! Be home with my kids? Not think twice about going back to school? But I felt so called to do this and my husband supported me 110% so I went for it, and of course after studying for 6 weeks I passed the stupid Chem test.

This allowed me entry into a few other classes that I took last January thru May and put me back on the LPN to RN waiting list. In the meantime, I took a position in the ER at Zeeland. The college told me to expect to get a call this Fall 2008 and be ready to finish the last 2 semesters. Yay! I would be done by this April! There is always a waiting list in nursing schools and to only have to wait 4 months or so was great! Well, I didn't get the call this Fall. Then they told me maybe Winter but there are quite a few LPN's ahead of me. So once again, I questioned myself and what it was that God was leading me to. I kept thinking if it's not meant to be, then it's ok. I will just move on. But knowing the Almighty and how He gives us those strong desires or 'gut feelings'- I knew something was going to happen. I just had to let it happen in His time, and not my own. That, my friends, was tough for me!

So I could bore you with all the junk about Ryan's job in the Winter months and all that, but let's just say that it is His perfect timing for me to start this Winter. Not last Fall. Not the Fall before. But now. I hope when my time comes to leave this Earth, I will have done and waited to do exactly what He wanted me to do as a nurse, plus some. Even if it just means comforting the mom of the crying baby, or hugging the wife of an dying man- it's not just a paycheck, I'm in it to serve!

Strum and Sweet Sass

2008-11-27T18:31:00.009-05:00

It's crazy for me to think this is my little girl who used to bring her Barbies and Pollys along when we would go away for the day- now she wants to bring her guitar to strum. She is just growing up so quickly and is one of my most precious to be thankful for.

A little clip of what we got to hear all day- oh and a little dose of sweet sass at the end. Of course. ;)

Hope you had a wonderful holiday!

2008-11-25T21:58:00.003-05:00

This week has been LOVELY sleeping in and not having to get Maddie off to school. It is such a nice little break that we could all use. So! I'm sure everyone has a busy week planned. I feel like we have something everyday/night for the next few days- it's exhausting just to think about! Tomorrow night we are going out w/ friends which I am super excited about- we haven't been out in a very, very long time. Too long. Thursday of course the turkey festivities on my side, and I hope to shop Friday morning (Lynn are you in ??) Some people think it's crazy to shop Black Friday- and it does get a chaotic, but I enjoy getting up early with friends, grabbing coffee, and shopping with the crazies. Then the weekend gets busy with me working Friday night and Saturday day shift, then one of Ryan's good friends is having a b.day get together Saturday night- so just lots to do in the next few days. Sunday will be bliss, as it should be. ;)
Ok, I have lots to do yet tonight and I haven't seen my husband it feels like for two days! I have, but literally.. just in passing. So I need to get off this thing! Hope you have a great holiday and lots to be thankful for! ;)

Night.

Time well spent

2008-11-23T14:21:00.004-05:00

Maddie got to hang out with my youngest brother today. She got a little practice with her guitar- she's just learning to play a few chords but it helps when someone who actually knows what they're doing can help her!

You love a what ?

2008-11-23T13:36:00.003-05:00

I debated whether to post this or not b/c I know she genuinely loves her mama- but it was just one of her funnier moments...

Many faces of Mayci

2008-11-21T09:15:00.002-05:00

What can I say ? Just love her to pieces!

Can't think of a title...

2008-11-17T20:35:00.004-05:00

Just posting some pics. As soon as Maddie got home from school she offered to take Mayci outside to play! Absolutely sister! Mom will just stay inside and take pictures of you ;)

Maddie is so sweet helping her little sis put her mitten back on.

Even got a little swing time in.

Our niece Taylor came to play for a while tonight- such a little doll. A house full of girls, no wonder Ryan had to run an errand ;)

Night!

Pretty pictures

2008-11-17T15:45:00.004-05:00

What else is there to do when it's cold and snowy out ?? Haul out the finger paints!! I think this could have kept these two entertained for hours.. they loved it. They loved it enough to wear it as you will see below ;)

Can you even believe this snow ?? I pulled out of work and spun around facing the oncoming traffic on Riley.. THAT was terrifying. I put my hand out to the car coming like that was going to do anything!! She had to pull off the side of the road into a vacant lot of some sort- oops. I felt bad but I had no idea how slippery it was! So much for all wheel drive!

Have a good night friends- hopefully indoors!!

They're up!

2008-11-14T16:09:00.007-05:00

Finally! I'm am thrilled that Ryan put the shelves up right away- usually things sit around for a while, not all on his part, but by my indecisiveness too! We still have a picture of the two of them that will go up in our office, but I need to find the right color shelf for it. Target only had black/brown and I would prefer white. In due time I guess!

Not that you need to really tune into this next paragraph, but since I'm blogging I wanted to let it out. As I'm sure you know, Psalm 23 is a very popular bible verse. I feel like it was the first or second one I ever learned, but anyway these past few days I have been feeling that I needed to read into that particular verse. I didn't pick my Bible up right away thinking I already knew it, but I did today and am reminded of this:

"When we allow God to guide us, we have contentment. When we choose our own way we can not blame Him for the environment we create for ourselves. Our shepherd knows the 'green pastures' and 'quiet waters' that will restore us. We will reach those places only by following Him obediently. Rebelling against this is actually only rebelling against our own best interests. We must remember this the next time we are tempted to go our own way rather than the shepherd's way."

Whew. I needed to hear that today. It was SO heavy on my heart for a few days- this verse- and now I know why. Sounds like a no-brainer, but how easy it is to try and 'go our own way', try and fix things the way we THINK or are tempted to think they should be fixed. I wish I would have read into this so much sooner as that was exactly what He wanted to get through to me.

It's Friday my friends! Have a good weekend. Maddie needs help with her 'cootie catcher' or whatever it is! Gotta go.

Few pics...

2008-11-13T14:59:00.001-05:00

Have you ever gone to work only to find out there was a schedule change and you didn't need to be there ?? This has happened to me twice in the past week. (Once at ZCH and once at HCH) The hard thing is with the hospitals they staff ONLY what they need, unless there is a high patient volume. Most people would be like 'ha- see ya later!' but I was a little more annoyed today since this happened to me twice. I have to be honest and give Holland some credit b/c they actually made up for my lost 'time' by doing something very nice... something that really made my day! Anyway- here's a few pics from the past few days. I think they uploaded backwards but probably doesn't make a difference to any of you!
Mayci and Elliot doing their version of ring around the rosie.... maybe they just both needed a hug at the time too. ;) *Mayci is still in her 'new' princess pajamas- she loves them even though they're not princess pajamas at all!

Mayci and Daddy after her bath watching Polar Express and having a bedtime snack... (Maddie was at church still)

Random picture of Mayci and I- I would rather not be in pictures but thought this one was cute (of her)!

This one cracks me up... Mayci was laying in a tote turned on it's side (this was her 'fort'), with her hands behind her head, legs crossed, watching Mickey Mouse. How could I not get a picture of those cute little legs!

I thought I'd include this one for a friend who's daughter also ties her shirts off to the side... must be becoming a trend... again!

Quickly...

2008-11-10T08:28:00.003-05:00

I have decided to go private with our blog and sent blog invites to those of you faithful readers ;) However, I have had a response that you were unable to log in... sorry! So I will be trying again soon when I have more time and if you can not log in again, please let me know!

Thanks!

Sunday already ?

2008-11-09T19:54:00.004-05:00

Crazy how weekends fly by so quickly! As much as I wanted to make it to Mega 80's on Friday- I have to say I enjoyed spending lots of time at home, especially when it's becoming so cold! Friday night we ended up going for dinner at Red Robin (love that honey poppyseed with fries!) and took the girls to Chuck E Cheeses. Random act! We just didn't quite feel like going home so we thought we'd play some games for a while but boy did that go quick. It was packed and truthfully, it made me feel itchy and gross just to be there. (I think the place is germ haven) But we had fun anyway and called it a night.
Saturday I worked for a while and then came home with a migraine/bad headache. That doesn't happen very often but I could barely keep my eyes open this time. I took some Excedrin and laid down for a while, waking up to rambunctious kiddos. I actually felt alot better, enough so to make dinner and cookies. The girls played downstairs and danced around for a while before we put in Kit Kittredge. It was cute... even brought a little tear to my eye at one point! ;) Mayci sat and played Polly's on the couch next to us the ENTIRE time! I was so impressed by that! She didn't really get into the movie but could dress and undress those plastic dolls for hours!
Ryan went out Saturday night after the girls were tucked in to play cards and I ended up talking to a good friend on the phone for a while. Gotta have that sometimes!
Today was church, lunch, and then Maddie had Suzy over for a while. There were some sales at WalMart that Ryan went to check out- actually he offered to go so I could stay home and relax. (I had some stress this weekend that he knew was still bothering me) WalMart is crazy busy on Sundays so I was fine with staying home! Can you believe I passed up shopping ?!!? He knew exactly what to get and honestly, I would have found all that plus more so probably a good thing I stayed home!
I made a pork roast tonight- a recipe worth trying! Brought Suzy home and now have girls in bed. Ahhhh.. Time to cuddle up and chat with my husband.

Maddie and her friend Suzy

Have a good night friends!

Gone

2008-11-08T17:49:00.010-05:00

Not my favorite song by any means, but Mads listens to Toby Mac quite a bit. I guess his genre would technically be Christian Rock/HipHop, but very upbeat and what she's into! (She's dancing her little heart out at the moment) Anything is better than Hannah Montana these days!

TOBY MAC- GONE

I told the girl that you should treat her like a lady and
She told me all the things you did and it was shady, man
She said that what you say and what you do are different things
While you were telling me that you were checking out them blingy rings
She said she's had enough
Well, it sounds to me like you're straight out of luck
And she said she's all through
And life's not blowin' her kisses thanks to you
I wanna know, wanna know what you were thinkin'
I can't imagine why it didn't even sink in
They say you never know what you got till it's gone (Never know what you got till it's gone)
I wanna know, wanna know what you were thinkin' I can't imagine why it didn't even sink in They say you never know what you got till it's gone (Never know what you got till it's gone)
She said she's had enough
So, it sounds to me like your still out of love
And she said you weren't true
And life's not blowin' her kisses thanks to you
She said it's gonna be alright
Cause God made a way through the pain and he opened her eyes
And she said you came crawling back
But after what you did to her she wouldn't have any of that

Just somethin' to blog about! We are going to attempt to watch Kit Kittredge as a family, we'll see how long the little Miss Mayci will sit!

Mature content

2008-11-05T14:52:00.006-05:00

Alright, we all know the election is over and it's time to move on. The storm will calm and I'm sure there will be economical changes, etc, etc. Blah Blah. I'm not too into politics- I mean we all have a little in us just b/c we have opinions and have a right to rock the vote. But I don't sit and have seemingly endless conversations about it, it's just not me.

I try not to get into views with everyone- I don't know enough about either party. I know basics. I've tried to have conversations with Ryan and watched debates, and thought- well I kinda like Obama's ideas better, honestly. So I went on with this for a while. Selfishly.

A few weeks back Maddie said they were going to be voting at Roosevelt. She said she heard something about Obama but didn't believe it. She said she heard Obama let's you get rid of your baby if you don't want it. (I know this is similar to Lynette's story, but true and coincidental nonetheless). She couldn't believe someone would ever do that. How could someone just get rid of the their baby?!?! She went on and on- so obviously it intrigued her and even though she didn't want to believe it, she sort of did. It bothered her. I tried so hard to keep my mouth shut! I was crossing my fingers that we were NOT going to have this conversation, not now. But if she doesn't get answers from me, who else would she ask??

So, I told her the truth. Ugh! Not the blunt harsh truth, but how else do you explain it. I told her the proper term, gave her a sensitively mature explanation and reminded her God specifically forbids us to ever do that. Her reply, exactly-'that's the most horrible thing I've ever heard'... and there was silence. There is no 'nice' way to explain abortion.

Enough said. I had a complete change of heart. I was choked up to say the least. What a sensitive subject. She's going to hear things at school, I can't prevent that. I'm so glad she came to me about it and was so incredibly mature. I know she has no business knowing this kind of stuff but I would rather her be educated, than clueless. Sorry for those who don't agree and think I was a terrible mother! **edit to original: ok, maybe not so much a terrible mother... that doesn't sound right, more of- I gave her some serious info that I wasnt' planning on doing until much later in life! ;)

Forgetfulness and Halloween

2008-11-02T09:28:00.005-05:00

So- alarm goes off at 8:03am (random I know but that's what I set it to) I hit snooze, laid in bed- wishing I could have just 20 more minutes. Before I knew it, alarm was going off again. Snooze. Ugh, I really, really don't want to get up. Everyone else is asleep. But I had to leave by 9:20 to have time to grab a coffee and make it to Sunday School in enough time to figure out the lesson and at least make it look like I know what I'm doing! ;) . So I do my norm- shower, get Maddie up and ready, get myself ready, change Mayci, Ryan makes breakfast, I remote start my truck (little chilly) and I'm heading out the door- feeling a little rushed.. 9:23 on my stove clock. I happen to look at my phone to see if any missed calls and.... wait- are you kidding me? It's freaking only 8:30! How could I forget ??? Obviously, we all forgot!!! I have never in my life- unless I was too young to understand- FORGOT that I got to get an extra hour of sleep! Who does that ?!?!?!

On a positive note, I had been meaning to make it to Target one of these Sunday mornings before church to pick up a Wii for our kids for Christmas (shh, it's a secret!), but we're always so darn busy that I haven't got around to it. This was a great opportunity! I called Target to make sure they had them and yep, got 40 and had 10 Wii Fits left. So I book it out the door, get to Target, get the Wii (those things are ridiculously expensive) but Wii fits are gone. No big deal, it wasn't what I truly went there for but would have picked it up if they had it. I felt bad that the lady behind me in line- yes there was a line at the electronics desk- was NOT happy they sold their last Wii Fit 5 minutes prior when she too had called a few minutes before coming. Whaddya do though? Apparently they go quick. Overall, for not getting my extra hour of sleep I am thrilled I have this done and can move on!

Anyway, hope you all had a fun Halloween! Halloween night we picked up dinner and met some friends at their house. The kids were so excited to trick or treat, we were at our candy or bust destination by 6ish! The little ones were adorable trying to keep up, say trick or treat, and thank you's. Last year, Mayci was too young and didn't quite get the concept but loved it this year!
Here's a couple pics:

*for those of you wondering what Maddie was- she dressed up as an old lady with silver/gray hair and a cane. She played the part well when she wanted to. ;)

The kids before heading out.
Madison, Mayci, Elliot, and Bailey. (Landon was at a party)

Mayci and Elliot enjoyed throwing the leaves around! They are so sweet together. Ryan and I were laughing that night, I don't remember what they/we were doing, but Mayci and E were having some sort of conversation about something, just the two of them, and it was so stinkin' cute. So sweet, innocent, and pure at 2! (sometimes)

Just a funny picture of my little kitty.

Hope you had a great weekend and enjoyed the beautiful weather!

To be young again

2008-10-28T19:59:00.012-04:00

It always amazes me she can do these 10 times in a row and not feel any pain, any where, what so ever. I would pull multiple muscles and fall flat on my face if I even attempted!!

On a completely different note, the girls had flu shots this afternoon. When we got in the room with the nurse- she informed us that Maddie was overdue for her second Varicella booster and never had a Hep A series started... (consists of 2 shots, 6 months apart). I never knew anything about it- I feel bad saying that but I just figure they keep track of all that and give them to kids when they're young and when they're due. (That's their job right??) So, she said we should do all 3 of them today- then come back in 6 months for the second Hep A. So I looked at Maddie thinking- she's going to want NOTHING to do with 3 shots today- but she complied! She was so tough and never complained once. I am so proud of her! I knew I wouldn't have wanted 3 shots- especially when I was only mentally prepared for one!

Ryan held Mayci when she got hers and she did fine- didn't really cry. Just confused, like what the heck was that! Normally he doesn't come with but I was glad to have him there today- just for the mere fact that Mayci always wants her Daddy and her blankie..... and we had both. Aww.

We took the girls for the good ole dutch deal at Logan's. I love that Mon/Tues special! It makes my day. No cooking, no cleaning, happy kids, all for $20. Can't beat it.

So, not much else going on around here! Just taking it day to day. Ryan is thankfully working still and we pray they will continue to work through the winter. We are enjoying our Netflix subscription- we don't watch movies much just b/c they're so expensive to rent and/or don't have time, or don't get there in time to rent a new release... etc... but Netflix is working out and gives us something to do on the rare relaxing nights we have!

Hope you're enjoying your week!

Boo Zoo...

2008-10-22T12:38:00.004-04:00

was literally- a zoo. There were little witches, kitties, flamingoes (that was my fave), batmans, spidermans, draculas, bumblebees, you name it... everywhere! They were adorable, however- it was very busy and we were limited as to what we could do. There was a trick or treat trail that was very well organized- but we didn't necessarily get to see many animals. Plus- by the time we got thru the trail, the kids were done. Like done, let's get outta here! They had fun. I mangaged to take a few pics- Breck didn't really want in on that action so I only got a couple of him!

We came home for lunch and naps. Then went to a Pig Roast later that night for a birthday of a friend of ours- once again, tired the kids out. The highlight of their night was going for rides behind a golf cart, on a trailer through the woods. They loved that! We packed up around 8pm and had some very tired kiddos. They all got baths/showers and we blew up the air mattress (thanks Julie), popped in a movie downstairs, and all of us dozed off! Including Ryan and I- on the queen air mattress- with 3 kids. (Maddie chose to stay on the couch- smart girl!)

Sunday, we were late for Sunday School but the girls did make it. I came back and picked up Ryan and the little ones and headed back to church. (I made a Starbucks run in between all of this other running around;) After church- we drove through McD's for lunch. It didn't sound good to Ryan or I, but Maddie put the idea out there which is a domino effect and had all 4 of them asking for it! Want to hear how cheap I am ? They all 4 split a 20 piece chicken nugget (which actually is more than enough for them) , I cut up my own apples and they had milk at home. Kids' meals are expensive these days!

Anyway- Chad and Julie picked up the kids later that afternoon and we went to my Dad's to celebrate his 51st birthday. We had a great dinner and a YUMMY cake- I love birthdays! It was a super busy weekend but now I feel like I am rambling... SO- thanks for reading!

Cutie Patooties

2008-10-17T10:05:00.002-04:00

The reason they ask for eachother:

They make eachother dinner...

They do random silly things and Mayci even wears the tube...

They make eachother laugh...

They help eachother out... even a light push on the slide. Hurry up Mayci!

If it's not simply adorable I don't know what is!

Cats and Dogs

2008-10-16T11:41:00.005-04:00

Mayci is playing quietly so I'm going to blog for a few...

First of all, the explanation of the title. About a week or so ago we had a rainy day and I had made the comment to Mayci- as we were looking out the dining room window watching the rain, that it was raining cats and dogs outside. Ever since then, she is telling everyone there is a dog outside. She always goes back to the window- which is right at her height, and tells the story of a dog back there and that she is scared! lol. It crackes me up everytime b/c although I try to explain to her there is no dog, how do I explain to a 2 year old it's just a figure of speech ?!?! Now today- even though it wasn't raining- she went to the back window and yelled 'Dogs outside!' OMGoodness child- give it up already. I don't know what it is with her and her fear of the four-legged friends (as my mother would put it), but she's always reminding us that there are either dogs or hotdogs out in the back. Gotta love her!

We have a busy yet fun weekend planned. Avery and Brecken are staying with us Saturday and Sunday and the girls are SO excited. Maddie gets to spend the night w/ a friend Friday night too so she's pretty excited about that. (it was a make-up sleepover from last weekend since she had HFM, so nice of her mom to 'make it up' to Maddie (both girls acutally)- thanks! ;) We are dressing the kids up in their costumes and going to the JBZoo Halloween thing on Saturday- so that will be fun I hope. I don't really know what to expect other than a Fun House I heard and candy I guess. Whatever it is, it will break up the day and the kids will most like enjoy it. They're not to hard to please! Especially if they're together and get to dress up- how fun for them! Ryan is supposed to be playing football in the afternoon with some friends- so hopefully that works out for him too. He may need a break after JBZoo ;)

Sunday, just church as usual, hopefully naps in the afternoon, then dinner at my Dad's is planned- probably with all 4 kiddos which is, again, something fun for M & M. Avery and Breck don't ususally get to see my side of the family!

Anyway- hope you are enjoying your day! Mayci is now requesting Barney so I should get going. (She is still on the purple dinosaur kick!) ;)

Ciao!

HFMD

2008-10-10T22:09:00.005-04:00

I wasn't going to blog anymore tonight, but kids are sweet dreaming and Ryan is gone... so why not. ;)
The day is coming to a close and our night turned out to be an unexpected one. Maddie has been Mom diagnosed with Hand, Foot, and Mouth Disease(a viral infection). She had been complaining of a sore throat, thought she bit her tongue 'a couple of times' (I was thinking- who does that a couple of times? Ouch), and then this morning said it hurt to swallow. So I hauled out my flashlight looking for white spots and swollen tonsils... nope. Didn't see anything and no fever. Today, she got off the bus and packed her bags for her much anticipated sleepover at a friend's house. She couldn't wait. As I dropped her off, chatted a minute, (checked out the hermit crab), and was leaving -Maddie chimed in with 'Mom, look at these bumps on my foot and my hands'. *sigh.
So it all comes together and long story short- HFMD. Poor girl. She was so upset that she couldn't stay and just didn't understand the dynamics of 'you are highly contagious!' So we rented a few movies and I picked her up her favorite orange creme popsicles, a bottle of Motrin and called it a night!

I talked with a few friends and have heard that it is actually going around right now. Apparently there was a sign up at nursery last week that I missed (not that it would have necessarily directly affected Maddie, but still!) and friends' of ours little ones had it last week too, and so on, and so on.

Quality tip- wash those hands!

Night!

** Mayci now has 'owies' too. They look like tiny blisters/bumps on her hands/feet. Good thing is that she doesn't seem too bothered by them. I'm almost just glad they have it at the same time and will hopefully be gone after this weekend!

Yep, I'll claim 'em!

2008-10-10T09:32:00.011-04:00

Ever since I found the canopy for this, she now enjoys playing in her 'house'. She appropriately refers to it as that and loves to pile up her toys and play in there. Only with the canopy on though, that's what makes it feel like home I guess. ;)

Maddie chopped poor Barbie's long golden locks. And just look at those shears!

Some kids like to eat the creme from the center of an oreo, Mayci likes the peanut butter from her crackers. ??? Goofball.

Other than the bizarre things they come up with... I wanted to add that Maddie is doing phenomonal in school. I really, truly thought this year would bring a few obstacles- and it may still, but she's learning many new things this year and catching right on. She is one of those kids that I don't have to ask to do her homework or remind her to read at night. She knows the drill and just does it. I'm so proud of her. She is gaining in gymnastics as well, she is moving on up! They are moving her to a level 3 next month. (Goes to level 4 eventually, then onto competitive/team which is a much larger commitment) She is very excited to advance on high bars and tumbling. Those are her faves. Couldn't be happier for her! Go girl!
Alright, gotta run. Enjoy the beautiful weather!

Ramblings and some pics

2008-10-06T14:07:00.009-04:00

Between Sbux for breakfast and the Mt. Dew I had with lunch (great idea Julie) I am wide awake, therefore playing around on the computer while Mayci naps. The dishwasher, washer, and dryer are all running. I know what I'm making for dinner and have the steak thawing in the fridge, house is somewhat picked up- so I feel no guilt wasting time on the computer. Other days I do- I will be honest. ;) I ran around all morning doing things for both jobs- yep, I said jobs- I have two now. I am working PRN at both ER and Urgent Care. (Which basically just means I sign up for shifts that are available if I want to work them and occasionally am put on call, I love it) It averages to be about one or two days a week, give or take. This past week I didn't work at all, which was nice. But I have a few shifts coming up which also will be nice. I had a review this morning, nursing competencies to be completed, an annual TB test, some paper work to fill out, etc, etc. Boring! But it's done and it feels good knowing it's done.
Anyway, here's a few pics as promised.

Mama's girl during the day.... until her Daddy gets home.

Hanging out waiting for the parade to start.

Precious little Karson with his Grandma.

If only Mayci was a cuddler I'd have more shots like this.

Mayci so very tired after a long morning. Time to go home!

Have a great day!

2008-10-05T16:28:00.008-04:00

I love when it's cool and sunny outdoors, I got in my truck after church and it was WARM! We came home and made sandwiches, then took a ride out to Crane's. The ride always seems longer than what I think it's going to be- does anyone else have that? It was busy out there (one of the reasons we didn't have lunch there), so we grabbed a couple frozen pies, donuts, cider, and hung out on the hill. We wanted to take the girls on the hay ride but it was $3/person!! That is such a rip off in my opinion, it should almost be free, but whatever. So we came home instead. (if you don't know me, I am cheap) Mayci fell asleep on the ride home- which means no nap for the rest of the day. Boy, do we pay for that later! Ryan and I were both hoping for a power nap but it didn't happen.

Our weekend stayed pretty busy. (Nothing like this girl's though! http://thisandthat-lynette.blogspot.com/) We had Lamer's over Friday night for Vitales...Maddie didn't go to the football game as planned, but came home instead with her friend- then we also had my 10 month old neice for a while so it was happenin' here Friday night. Lamer's brought a movie over, actually it was a stand up comedian- Brian Regan. Funny! He mocks all the everyday stupid stuff you think about and do and sometimes won't admit to. We were laughing pretty hard a few times! Even a few snorts eh Lynn ?!?!

Saturday- nothing too exciting except Pumpkinfest if you call that exciting. The parade seemed so long this year didn't it ? Or was it me ? The kids sat nice and enjoyed it so it was fun to get out and socialize with friends/kids. I made dinner and we stayed in Sat. night. I actually watched another movie! I usually don't do that but Ryan was supposed to go away with friends, so I wanted to have something to keep me entertained and not scared to be home alone. I always freak myself out when I'm home alone late at night, kids in bed. Such a baby!

I do have lots of pictures but don't feel like uploading right now. Maybe later this week ;) Hope you had a wonderful weekend!

Fudgy brownies and Monkeys on the bed

2008-10-02T11:08:00.004-04:00

We are bringing dinner and brownies to another family tonight so I got started on things late morning. My brownies are always either too done or under done, so I thought if I screw them up- I'll have another shot this afternoon! I really wish I could bake b/c I love to, but things just don't turn out right!

Hmm, I wonder if she snuck a bite...

We had A & B (cousins) over yesterday while their mom worked- never a dull moment! This wasn't nap time- they were just laying in bed giggling about who knows what!

Maddie and Avery

Going for a run this morning (pre-brownies, I knew I would want more than one later!)

She's been wanting to wear her new coat- so this morning, it was plenty cold enough! Mittens too ;)

Random info

2008-09-29T15:44:00.004-04:00

Bumbles Beas in Holland is expanding into two stores. Their new location will be in the old Baker Book House starting mid-October.
Have a great day!

Random quick post

2008-09-28T20:03:00.006-04:00

A classic Mayci pose. She is so attached to her blankie. She takes it anywhere and everywhere and probably will even take it to college. I know I let her take it everywhere, but it's so much easier if she has it. It's obviously her best friend at this point... when she gets out of the tub- which is literally the only place she can't have it- she says ' bankie waiting (for) Mayci!' Like it missed her too or something. When it goes in the wash- which is not as often as it could or should- she gives it a hug and a kiss and says 'lub you bankie.' It's just adorable.
Madison usually gives in to Mayci begging her for a jeep ride. It's funny to see them both in there- Mads is just too big already. ;)

What do you think of her new look ?? A little mascara does alot!

Obsessed.

2008-09-25T11:25:00.003-04:00

I am completely obsessed with clean floors. You could almost call it Obsessive-Compulsive. I can't stand when I walk into my kitchen and crumbs stick to my bare feet- it drives me crazy! I used to sweep my floors after each meal and when Ryan drags in chunks of dry cement of his clothes- it gets all over my floors again. So I would be sweeping alot nonetheless. Well I have found the BEST, most appropriate appliance to ease my mind...

Oh yes. It is called the Swiffer Sweeper Vac. Little bit of a tongue twister. I LOVE it. I use it countless times daily. It cleans better than my broom and dust pan ever could or would and I can finally walk around my kitchen in harmony. Am I strangely obsessed? Probably a little.
Have a good day!

A fitness pal ?!?!

2008-09-23T09:01:00.008-04:00

A friend of mine has lost ~20 lbs over a period of 4-5 months using myfitnesspal.com. It's a website that is SO simple to use, and also if you spend time on the computer daily anyway... it's easy to quick plug in what you've eaten. That's all it is- a food diary that calculates your calories. It is very specific- even down to what kind/size of latte you had at Starbucks ;) If you exercise- it calculates what you've done and for how long- takes care of all the math for you! Perfect. When you sign up (for free) you set a goal and it tells you each day how soon you will meet that goal going by what you've consumed in calories. It's just great- I can't recall all of the details but I'd say if you're up for it, give it a try. It's new yet, so I'm loving it but I like the fact that I am accountable, too! I love that it's not a 'diet' it's just a plan to watch your calories and know why those numbers on the scale are going the wrong way!

* I have to include this b/c it made me laugh... I am trying to account for ALL calories burned so I can eat more and I found a title under exercises called 'carrying a toddler' or something similar! So if you're going to try this make sure you account for the times you're lugging around your little one. It's energy expended!

Weekend/Autumnfest

2008-09-21T14:47:00.006-04:00

Since everyone is napping- I can blog my heart out with no interruptions. So, Friday night was strange- for me anyway. I wasn't feeling the greatest and went to bed at 9pm. Maddie went to the game w/Hoeve's, Scott was here chatting it up w/ Ryan, and Mayci was in bed so I figured- why not!?! Perfect opp. to just go to bed! I woke up feeling better on Saturday and was gearing up for the final/rescheduled day of our garage sale. We made up for the rain last Saturday by having it again this weekend. All 3 of us made out pretty well in the end! I was happy with the results and sold most of my 'big' stuff- Lynn even took the bookshelf off my hands at the last minute! Thanks girl!

Saturday night we had our babysitter come over so we could head down to Autumnfest '08 at New Holland Brewery w/ Lamer's. We got there early so we had a delicious dinner- and Kurt had a charred chicken! lol. It was BLACK. I honestly don't know that I would have even tried it like he did. But he was a good sport and tried it w/ obvious charcoal tasting results. lol. They brought him another one right away that looked good on the outside, but really looked as if it still had blood flow on the inside. YUCK. So he just enjoyed his Pumpkin ale, Lynn's pizza and baked beans. Poor Guy! I have to say my French Dip was so tasty, it had chipotle mayo on it- which at first I thought sounded unappealing, but it really was fabulous! I can't wait to go back for more! We ended up paying our tab and heading outside for the live band and after some time chatting and sipping our ciders Lynn had a GREAT idea to go on the Bike & Bar! If you don't know what it is- it's a little trolley looking thing that you sit on and pedal your way around downtown 8th street. It's a workout let me tell ya! It was hilarious after a few drinks! We were laughing pretty hard as everyone was waving and staring at this contraption moving it's way down 8th street with some very loud people on it! lol Good times.

Today was church and Sunday school. It was my first time teaching at Community- I had taught at Harderwyk for a few years before we transferred, so had some experience, but I felt like a dork today! I just didn't know the flow of things and didn't know my partner- who ended up being very nice and I like her alot- but it was just different. I will catch on though and it will be fine! ;)

Sounds like Mayci is talking down there so I will go get my princess up! Hope you had a wonderful weekend!

All I need is love, love...

2008-09-17T16:00:00.002-04:00

(Just kidding.) They are super good buddies and just love playing together.

Just glad...

2008-09-15T14:24:00.006-04:00

.. the weekend is over. The garage sale was great on Friday- almost too busy. I'm not complaining, I'm just saying we weren't ready for the avid garage sale pro shoppers when they started showing up an hour early. Whenever I go to a garage sale, I wait until they open. I just think it's courteous and they set a time to open for a reason- probably to set up! There's nothing I desperately NEED at any garage sale. But forget all about that- there are people who want stuff and want it first! I hadn't even gone to the bank to make change yet and Jen wasn't close to being on her way when people were coming up the driveway. I was a little annoyed! But we made out like bandits for only being open 3 hours so I will give thanks to the pros for stopping by.

Anyway- Saturday, needless to say, was wet. We closed up and called it a day early on and hope to have better luck next Saturday. I plan to shove everything to the side for now and we'll get it back out later. (Trying to stay positive!) The rain kept us inside and Maddie had a fever/headache for 3 days so I was just spent by Saturday night. I almost can feel what my kids feel when they're sick.

Sunday we went to church- and I am telling you, it has been a very long time since I've been able to go. Either I have been working or sleeping from working the night before and I felt so out of the loop. I felt like another family warmed themselves up to 'our' seats too. They're not technically 'our' seats, but you know what I mean, you just sit in the same spot every week. I guess it had only been 3 weeks since we had been, but before that it was 3 weeks too so it just felt long. I always feel like Fall kicks things back into gear for us as a family and I'm ready for that. I'm ready to be more involved in church and to serve as much as possible. But I always feel that way come Fall!

Sunday night my step-mom made dinner for everyone so that was wonderful! They have recently moved so that was our 'first' dinner as a family at their new home. Good times, the kids are entertained, and I don't have to cook!

Hopefully this week brings us some sunshine! Have a good one.

Sweetness

2008-09-13T12:30:00.002-04:00

Remember....

2008-09-11T16:02:00.004-04:00

Not to get all political and sentimental on you- but please take a moment at some time today to remember and pray for the innocent victims and their families of the 9/11 terrorist attacks. Those families are still hurting today and our nation continues to hurt as well. Not just the loss of those victims, but the war in general, oil prices, etc. Everyone remembers where they were when they heard the news and the creepy, unbelievable feeling when you first saw it on tv. I will never forget watching a documentary on the film some 8 months later and seeing victims jump from 20 some story office windows so they wouldn't suffocate from smoke. It give me chills to think that was someone's daddy, son, husband, or brother. Please pray for those families, wives, husbands, children. Everyone has been a victim somehow!

Cheese anyone ???

2008-09-10T19:24:00.002-04:00

Steps to make a 2-year old taco... with extra cheese!

1)Pour the entire bag of cheese on the taco

2) Then put the cheese back INTO the bag- along with little pieces of tortilla shells... yuck!

3) Wipe onto the floor and all around the table with a paper towel.

And VOILA!

Just me & you

2008-09-09T12:56:00.004-04:00

I am just loving this time with Mayci at home. I am so thankful that I can be here for her and not have to leave home without her! (unless I'm working) She makes me laugh 100 times a day and I'm so in love with her! I was worried with Maddie going back to school that she would 1) want someone to play with all the time and 2) she would need someone to play with all the time so she could learn how to SHARE! But she's fine, and we're having fun. We've had busy days and home-body days and both are always fun. She is very much into her baby dolls and playing 'mommy'- which I didn't think she would until later ??? Oh well, she's playing well and it cracks me up to hear what she tells her baby. For example, today I told her she was going to go to Grammy's house in a few days to play. Mayci is petrified of my mom's dogs, but they are always in their crates in the office, unable to get out at all. So she says 'Mayci scared grammy doggies!'. I then reassured her that the doggies would be in their cages with the door shut and she'll be ok. A few moments later, Mayci told her baby 'doggie, cage, you ok baby, doggie cage!' Too funny! I'm glad she is listening to me- she has a running start on her sister lately!!

Maddie is just barely in the groove of school. The first few days were tough. A few of her good friends are in a class together- and she is not. So if you ever felt left out in your life... that's probably a little how she's feeling. But she's had some playdates with these girls since school started and it's reassuring for her that just b/c you're not in the same class- you'll live!! It sounds like everything is going much better now and that's everything I've prayed for.

We have a busy weekend coming up. Friday night we're (finally) going out friends, no kiddos. Saturday is our garage sale, and hopefully Crane's on Sunday if the weather is nice. I hear it's Honey Crisp this weekend so I don't want to miss those!

Hope you're enjoying the Fall weather. This is my absolute favorite time of year so I'm loving it!

Ciao!

My Buddy

2008-09-05T22:48:00.004-04:00

These two were so cute tonight... Josh had Mayci giggling and playing outside without Ryan or I. This is HUGE for Mayci- she could play alone all day if it were up to her!

Josh was adorable helping her on the slide and showing her around... she even let him push her on the swing- this is a major step people! She is definitely a shy one around other kids.

Hope you enjoyed a gorgeous Friday night!

Tiger!

2008-09-05T22:15:00.000-04:00

This girl....

2008-09-04T09:28:00.004-04:00

makes me laugh all the time. She is just too grown up already ... and loves her some Cap'n Crunch!

3rd Grade

2008-09-02T10:11:00.002-04:00

So here she is... first day of 3rd grade. I had absolutely no problem getting her up this morning- she couldn't WAIT to see her friends at school. I tried convincing her she should let me re-do her hair, but if anyone has a girl they know how that goes....

Mayci and I walked down to the bus with her, I think Mayci thought she was getting on as well ?!?! So we waved like fools standing at the end of the driveway as she drove away on the bus. (She didn't wave back, she didn't even look at me) lol. At the last second I remembered I didn't put an ice pack in her lunch.... oops.

Sunday Funday

2008-09-01T22:57:00.001-04:00

Creative title, I know. ;)
We went up to Ryan's aunt/uncles cottage on Crystal Lake again this weekend. There were about 12 of us on the Overweg side that went up- (missed you Cam and Jon!), and of course all the little ones, too.

Ryan taking Mayci on the 'boat ride'. That was all she talked about the whole way up...

Madison is always raring (sp?) to go! She gets right in there and doesn't stop all day.

The water was chilly in the middle of the lake- I think you can somewhat tell be their faces here!

Breck thought the boat ride was relaxing...

Sorry ladies, the one on the right is taken. ;)

I left out the pictures of Julie and I tubing.. you can't see us well enough anyway. I laughed the entire time as Doug intentionally gave us an *H* ride. Actually- it wasn't that bad, I just couldn't hold on anymore laughing hysterically!

So that is the extent of our Labor Day weekend re-cap. We are ready for school to start and anxious for Fall to arrive. (Fall=Crane's apples/donuts/cider ) We also are looking forward to having plans on Friday nights and hardly having to think twice. (Football games)

Hope you had a relaxing holiday weekend!

Peanut Butter Perfection

2008-08-30T09:16:00.013-04:00

Despite my allergies- which were pretty bad yesterday- we headed downtown Holland and sat outside (after getting ice cream!) I'm almost sure I feel worse at home with our lawn of weeds out back. Anyway, the kids played and enjoyed themselves while we enjoyed eating ALL of our rich, fattening, Coldstone ice cream!

We also had Taylor for the night and Mayci loves to be around her- which makes me wonder if Mayci- too- would be a wonderful big sister???? Scratch!!! Back to reality.. two girls is plen-ty.

Ellery didn't want us to take a picture of her beautiful blue eyes so I snuck one of her and got this... isn't she cute ?

Mayci had her first 'real' cone last night... she usually either has only a plain cone or ice cream in a bowl- but we were feeling brave I guess and let her make a mess with both. She was so excited that she really wasn't even eating much of it! Just carrying it around with a big smile!

Our holiday weekend is falling into place- Ryan is gone today to a U of M game so I'll be trying to keep the girls busy.. nothing new! Tomorrow we are off to a cottage for the day, and Monday I work. I can hardly believe it's the unofficial end of summer weekend already, but I am ready for a change of pace!

8 years ago....

2008-08-28T16:15:00.002-04:00

...Madison Lyn- all 6 pounds 7 ounces of her- came kicking and crying into this world. Never will that feeling of holding your first child- for the first time- ever leave me.

I feel so blessed to have been given the gift of her life for 8 years now. Happy brithday sweet girl! We love you.

Butterfinger.

2008-08-28T15:08:00.001-04:00

I now believe my kids have Turkey Lunchables way too often...

You'd think she would get sick of having the same thing- but she truly looks forward to her Butterfinger on the daily!

Camping 2008

2008-07-28T09:35:00.001-04:00

The girls and I stayed a few days at Yogi Bear in Grand Haven. My Mom had planned a week out there and invited everyone to come out at their own convenience... so knowing me, I jumped all over the idea! Ryan continued to work since it was during the week.

Our lot felt like it was out in the sticks, so I got lazy and rented a golf cart. It was $75 for 24 hours!! I still can not believe I paid that but it was worth it at the time!