Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Packed nerves

Ok, girls' bags are packed and ready to go for tomorrow. Clothes are out and even a little bow for Mayci. I'm feeling a little nervous.... majority of the time I'm home with my girls. My work schedule has been so flexible, and this school schedule obviously is not. But I'm trying not to think about it that way. Ryan keeps reminding me just to take it day to day. That's tough for me- the 'planner' who likes things just so. The independence of coming and going as I please. For the next 7 months, my hands may be a little tied.

I will be at Mercy General in Muskegon Tues/Weds nights 2:30-10:30 and then still have to drive home, finish my work ups, care plans, and meds sheets. Hello, little bit o' sleep. I will SO miss tucking my babies in on those nights. Helping Mayci brush her teeth and read her a book. Maddie- still likes me to tuck her in and kiss her forehead... aww! I have to keep telling myself- it's only two nights. It's a small sacrifice and really, it will be good for them. Also, this is good for me. There have really been moments lately that I could have easily thrown in the towel and said forget it. But if you're called to do something- you just trust it's the right thing to do and it will all work out. Just a few pre-first day back jitters.

So, my 'bag' is packed too! ;) I have no idea what I need, I just printed up the syllabus, packed my lab values and nursing diagnosis book from years ago and am ready to go I guess. We'll see!

Random... Did anyone watch Bachelor last night??? Wow. It's going to be a good one.

Have a good night.

3 comments:

Nina_VK said...

Good for you Kari!! Good luck with everything! I am sure you will do awesome! If you need anything I would love to help!
{hugs}

Sarah said...

Somehow, I have missed your last few posts! Hope school went well this week- do you feel like a pro now? It will be good for the kids to have dad do mom's usual routine. I found that Ryan getting my kids off to school everyday has worked really well. I don't miss it anymore! :-) Have a great weekend!!!!!

Ryan and Lydia said...

Hi Kari-
I hope that things are going well with school! I know how busy and stressful it can be, but it is so worth it in the end! Let me know if I can do anything to help...Mayci is more than welcome to play at our house!